چقدر تغییر میکنیم!!

امروز صبح در حال مطالعه‌ی خیلی جدی بودم که یک نفر برایم پیامی فرستاد. متن آن این بود:

دوست خوب، غمها را از بین نمی برد،

اما کمک میکند با وجود غم ها، محکم بایستیم.

مثل چتر خوب.

که باران را متوقف نمیکند، اما کمک میکند،

آسوده زیر باران بایستیم.

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نگاه کردم و گفتم: این چرت و پرت‌ها و متن‌های تینیجری از زمان اینستا مد شد.

خاک بر سر سیستروم که چنین زیرساختی درست کرد تا هر چه لوس و بی‌سواد و احمق هست، جمله‌سازی کند و حس نویسندگی هم به او دست بدهد و پلتفرمی هم برای مطرح کردن سالادهای کلمات داشته باشد.

اصلاً خاک بر سر زاکربرگ که اینستاگرام را خرید.

خلاصه کمی نق زدم و به عادت همیشه، جستجویی در گوگل کردم ببینم این جملات، انشای کدام دختر یا پسری است. حتماً بعدش هم در مورد روباه و اهلی کردن حرف زده.

با کمال تعجب به وبلاگ خودم رسیدم و فهمیدم که خودم این متن را نوشته‌ام.

با خودم فکر کردم که چقدر تغییر می‌کنیم. چقدر نگاهمان به دنیا عوض می‌شود.

بعد دوباره فکر کردم آیا محمدرضایی که امروز صبح نشسته و به نقل‌هایی که مولوی بدون ذکر منبع از اشعار متنبی کرده بود نگاه می‌کند و مثنوی و دیوان شمس را با نسخه‌ عربی دیوان متنبی تطبیق می‌دهد و برای خودش گزارش می‌نویسد (و احساس می‌کند که چقدر کار مهمی می‌کند و در عین حال نوشته‌های رمانتیک سال‌های قبلش را مسخره می‌کند) باز هم، سه سال دیگر با همین شدت و حدت، حرف‌ها و نوشته‌های امروزش را مسخره خواهد کرد؟

جزو معدود مواردی بود که از ته دل، خوشحال شدم که در وب زیر آن جملاتم نامی از خودم ندیدم.

بعد فکر کردم: آیا این شانس را خواهم داشت و آن‌قدر عمر خواهم کرد که روزی، از دیدن نامم زیر نوشته‌های این روزهایم هم شرم کنم؟

آرزو می‌کنم که چنین شود.

برگرفته از روز نوشته های محمدرضا شعبانعلی

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